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hits since 22nd November 2006

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

6:34 AM

black guck is spewing out of my mouth.i feel sick.no i am sick.my body is weak.my muscles are sore.it is making me feel as though i have somehow been enclosed in an area which is preventing me to move.which is restricting me from living the life i please.i feel myself fading as life is slowly being sucked out of me bit by bit as my stomach rejects every single food that i put into my mouth.my head hurts.my stomach's churning and i feel the same usual nausea feeling start to envelop me all over again.talk about bad poisoning.i feel horrible now.i wish there was such a thing as superman.where he would one day come to my rescue and breathe a whole lease of life upon me.how silly.i wish i could hopefully snap back into reality and notice the cruelty around me.i am deluded by the fact that the world around me is peaceful.(on the surface).ya a happy life.a happy happy life.as if.i wish i can see beyond the outermost facade of the people and things surrounding me.it is bad to be delusional.

thank you pearl (:

notice how my life has lately been so dependent on drugs.it's pathetic

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;